I once said that I would never be that girl,
The one who let her emotions get the best of her.
I was happy being alone until one came along,
Came along & made me fall in love?
Was it even love?
At that moment it was all I knew,
My first love, puppy love.
How could this be?
So blind sighted,
Allowed myself to be physically & emotionally drained,
Giving all of me,
Had nothing of myself,
Who was I?
Who did I become?
I thought I would be far more independent and strong,
Yet I was this lost puppy allowing myself to be owned,
What happened to my home training?